Have you every thought the King may have knighted you in some areas so that your pursue HIS mission, not yours? Ponder that when you attempt to dig for THE career or THE spouse or THE situation that YOU think is meant for you. Perhaps if you pursued enough time and energy delivering with your gift you would find the motivation you need to keep going? Perhaps you would find what you have been looking for? Perhaps you would find happiness?
The key to your happiness may simply lie with and around your utmost talents. Ride your talent, ride to happiness.
You do not know what your talents are? Yes you do…, just listen to the same good things people keep saying about you over… and over.